I'm tired
It hasn't been fun
I wish it was night
But its followed by dawn
I'm alone in my silence
I'm amiss in my heart
Can't the moment find solace
Can't a heart beat restart
I'm sad
Can't figure out why
Sometimes it's a shadow
Sometimes I could cry
Wish I could take the words
Say them out end the night
But no matter my mind
They just don't come out right
So I sit and I write
I sit and I paint
With the hurt in my heart
I've no memories to share
Its a minute to minute
Its another cold stone
There's a place in my mind
Where I'm always alone
Its not real as you know
Its not real you can see
I'm surrounded by love
And I know they love me
But its maybe the sunrise
Sunset and repeat
That's got me today
And I can't find my feet
I'm alright
Its always just time
It just flits past my mind
And like that its past by
But I wanted to capture
This pained reverie
Sometimes we need to remember
Its ok to be me
So I sit and I write
I sit and I paint
With the hurt in my heart
I've no memories to share
Its a minute to minute
Its another cold stone
There's a place in my mind
Where I'm always alone
Its not real as you know
Its not real you can see
I'm surrounded by love
And I know they love me
But its maybe the sunrise
Sunset and repeat
That's got me today
And I can't find my feet
And I'm happy again
And I'm looking about
I'm the guy that you know
I'm the pal I forgot
And its only the memory
That future will bring
That makes me so happy
Happy as can be
And if ever a silence comes over my heart
And a darkness encroaches and I'm missing a part
There's a light always shining the light I can see
You light up my darkness...and always save me