Contact Light - Blue Lyrics

You slip away and bend while I'm nothing in the end
I'm sorry
I was too busy being caught up in my self again
It's that f*cking dream
Never have you been so close to me
Your ghost has been inside my head
Whispered to you and I said
If you're still out there and can hear me
I hope you know I'm sorry
Being there was easy but you never really saw me
And your absence makes me nervous
To live on with a purpose
I could have been the difference
Forever you will haunt me
Forever you will haunt me
Pretend your soul is met
With roses, gold, and a clean house it's
Victorian and perfect
Everything you wanted
But it's not worth the distance
I'm throwing out your lipstick
And crying at your fragrance
And missing your existence
Your funeral was painted
Blue with my presence
If you're still out there and can hear me
I hope you know I'm sorry
Being there was easy but you never really saw me
And your absence makes me nervous
To live on with a purpose
I could have been the difference
Forever you will haunt me
If I could ever let my reasons go
I'd pull fiction close and know
Whatever the world has me do
I'll see you someday soon
Drop logic, flaws and hand
Myself over to your plans
Take in what I am for you
To make things right again
To make things right again
If you're still out there and can hear me
I hope you know I'm sorry
Being there was easy but you never really saw me
And your absence makes me nervous
To live on with a purpose
I could have been the difference
Forever you will haunt me