Contortion - sorry Lyrics

They got ahead for a sec, now I'm catching up
Got some shit imma bite, imma snatch it up
Neck deep in the shit, I feel fabulous
Go expand on my palette, nah you wack as f*ck uh
Descend from the surface
Brown angels everywhere
Reach the bottom, now I'm worthless
But from the dark appears
Something I've repressed
I must admit I'm scared
But once you accept it, there's comfort in the fear
How could you love something so f*cked?
Beyond the above I find my beloved
They got ahead for a sec, now I'm catching up
Got some shit imma bite, imma snatch it up
Neck deep in the shit, I feel fabulous
Go expand on my palette, nah you wack as f*ck
You not really human if you do not act like us
There's a plan for your life, be exact like us
Lose your whole identity, and abstract like us
If you not like me, you don't know the facts like us
Descend from the surface
Brown angels everywhere
Reach the bottom, now I'm worthless
But from the dark appears
Something I've repressed
I must admit I'm scared
But once you accept it, there's comfort in the fear
Consciousness contorted, I'll never be the same
Is this truly me, or is this just the game?
The soul can be aborted
Leashed away by shame
Somedays I just look at myself, and I don't know my name
Controlled by the disorder I can't make go away
And I don't even think that there's anything left to say
I'm sorry I was born this way
I'm sorry I was born