ContraVein - LonelyFate Lyrics

You don't know what I've been through
Oh no
You don't know
You don't know what I've been through
Oh no
You don't know

I don't really know what I'm doing here
I don't really know what I'm doing here
All the time I'm filled with fear
All the time I'm filled with fear

Running running around
Looking for a girl to love
They say what's lost is found
But with that quote I've had enough
I don't understand
Why my life has been so tough
It's almost like I'm damned
But I'm a diamond in the rough
And I don't like to let my guard down
When I'm going on a date
I'm trynna live like I'm free
But this world is filled with hate
People asking how I'm doing
And I say I'm not too great
I'm starting to think
That being lonely is my fate
I don't know
What this world has got for me
I don't know
Should I stay or should I flee
You don't know
About my history
You don't know
What's happened to me
You say you're just a hoe
But you play for free
There were even times
When you paid for me
C'est la vie
Is what you say to me
Instead of C'est la vie
You should say you love me

I don't really know what I'm doing here
I don't really know what I'm doing here
All the time I'm filled with fear
All the time I'm filled with fear

Now it's every day
That I'm thinking about you
When my skies are grey
You'd be the one to turn them blue
Call me your Blue Jay
Until I fell in love with you
And I know it's cliche
But I wish you'd love me too
And I don't like to tell no lies
But I thought you were the one
But I see you with other guys
Having lots and lots of fun
And when it comes to fun
You know I'm having none
Then you look into my eyes
And tell me that we're done

I don't really know what I'm doing here
I don't really know what I'm doing here
All the time I'm filled with fear
All the time I'm filled with fear