ContraVein - OverSeas Lyrics

I don't understand
Why this love is so tough on me
Makes me want to cry
But this isn't goodbye
It's only overseas
I'm here on my knees, begging baby please
Don't do this to me
It's my final plea
Just give me the chance
One last dance
Remember when we met, yeah
I was real depressed, yeah
You were looking stressed, yeah
But I was obsessed, yeah
I went up to you and confessed
That if was with you, I'd be blessed
When I was in school, I felt oppressed
But when I was with you I felt like the best
When you looked at me and said yes
That was my first success
My happiness couldn't be expressed
Anyway, I digress
Remember that time when we first kissed
Remember that time that you said that you wished
For your parents to be gone, cuz you felt a rift
You say they'd egg you on and try to get us to split
But you said that you would never give into their shit
So you broke away, took it bit-by-bit
Told me every day that we could do it
Said all the time that you would never quit
But nonetheless we are standing right here
And I know that you could guess that this would be my biggest fear
For you to leave me like this, after all these years
I won't be going far, but I see through your tears
It's only overseas but you're making this severe
You think I'm gonna cheat, but to you I'm sincere
It's only three months, it'll be okay dear
You tell me that we're through and the end is all too clear
I don't understand
Why this love is so tough on me
Makes me want to cry
But this isn't goodbye
It's only overseas
I'm here on my knees, begging baby please
Don't do this to me
It's my final plea
Just give me the chance
One last dance
Getting off the plane and I'm checking on my phone
I can't explain the pain of being so alone
Three years in vein, if only I had known
I'm bout ta go insane but I gotta stay grown
I know it's time to move on
So I go and put my suit on
But in the end I snooze on
This life because I'm too calm
I feel the way I felt when I first met Andrea
Depression hitting hard, feeling lonely like Pangea
Sitting out at night
Looking at the stars
Not feeling too alright
Just trying to write some bars
Writing a song about the time when every night was ours
It's too bad we're past our prime so I'll keep wishing on these stars
Sitting on my roof
Talking to the dudes
Watching girls walk by while I'm sipping on some booze
I see a girl walk by with some good looking boobs
So I look over to the guys and say I could get her nudes
I walk up to the girl and I'm asking where she's from
She says around the corner I say I'm not from this town
So she asks me the same question and I say I'm from the states
Then I look at her expression and she says she doesn't go on dates
With people from the Staes because they always leave
She says they always bait, and that's her biggest pet peeve
Then she turns around and like everyone she leaves
Once again I'm a letdown
That's why I hate being overseas
I don't understand
Why this love is so tough on me
Makes me want to cry
But this isn't goodbye
It's only overseas
I'm here on my knees, begging baby please
Don't do this to me
It's my final plea
Just give me the chance
One last dance