Controlled Asphyxiation - Who Knows Yet Lyrics

I don't like it when it's dark
Drenched in blackness, left alone with my thoughts
Somehow, the light blinds them all away
The brightness I need in my life
But lately, it feels like I can't escape
The darkness, it creeps up at all hours now

I turn my back for one second,
Let my guard down just for a while
And I'm smacked
With a wall of sadness
A crushing wave of tears and depression
And it's for no real reason at all and I hate it

Why won't anyone help me
I'm reaching out this time,
Multiple times
And yet, I'm told that it's normal

No
Normal is not crying for no reason at all
No
Normal is not being able to sleep because of depression
No
Normal is not this

I was normal for so long
So why the f*ck is this happening again