Depression repression
Pleasantly numb
Blaming is loving
Loving so dumb
I can't get up
Yet here I stand
Energy depleted
As I fail my plans
Whether the loss
Or the lack of gain
It's granted
I know where things went shit
That I should let go
But then what is left
In that scenario
The day my will got broken
My mind did too
Feel my heart petrifying
Spreading breaching through
Why the f*ck am I still here
What the hell does it mean
Poor poor baby
With no will to live
I keep waiting for things to happen
Sitting on my talent
I'm losing my light
That I never even used
Cause I like the darkness
You made sure of that
Things came too easy
Others never did
I could blame the obvious
But then there's this bit
That I should just stand up
Fight for myself