I don't flinch anymore
When you look at me
It's a problem that I used to have
But not so much recently
I wake up in the night
Ready for another fight
You're not there so I go back to sleep
Dreaming of the company you keep
Sometimes a bitter heart makes for a good start
But sometimes the best drink is the one you dump right down the sink
Carry out, carry in
Carry on living
I recall everything I've left behind
But I forget just where I've been
I can spit from here to where
You told me you didn't care
If I stayed or if I chose to go
If only I could let you know
Sometimes a bitter heart makes for a good start
But sometimes the best drink is the one you dump right down the sink
Sometimes a bitter heart makes for a good start
But sometimes the best drink is the one you dump right down the sink
Sometimes a bitter heart makes for a good start
But sometimes the best drink is the one you dump right down the sink