Cordell Watts - Cry Now, the Intro Lyrics

Sometimes I wonder if he's listening I pray too much
They say I don't say enough , I think I say too much
Way too much less talk because my minds corrupt
Dialogue is robust, unhinged so I cover up
Life is enigmatic I keep ten toes down
Rather be teetering here then be it 6 below the ground
I've been...
Searching for a woman like you
Devil in a red dress they ain't got nothing on you
Sent from heaven but like it in hell
They label me a criminal I guess I'm fitting in well
Baby I come the projects
That could disrupt the minds optic
There's no way I should be flying business but the kid got it
On my way to the A, once I land I text Shay
I know another girl She's vicious real name sade
Been out of my mind lately since... been gone
Not even worthy of me putting your name in this song
Supposed to be my rock, turned out to be a pebble
Serves me right for ever thinking you could be on my level
I'm done acting like you wasn't the one
The Only one that understands me when the world turns me numb
But I guess it doesn't matter now I drove you to leave
My lack of sensitivity I had no heart on my sleeve
Life is tricky but I'll put it all on hold for you
Don't act like you ain't know I'd really risk it all for you
I know I hardly ever act as such but at the end of the day girl all we have is us.
You was my friend you was my peace the way you smile at me put my heart at ease
So don't go pretty please
Got me thinking about them days when you was laying on my chest,
A pleasure to be around, you know I'd never disrespect
In retrospect compared to them I know I ain't do you too bad
You still keep in touch with them niggas that really did you too bad
Cry Now laugh Later stick to the rhetoric
Still check on those who don't care for the hell it
Cry Now laugh Later stick to the rhetoric
They all see my potential right now, I'm done with settling
What you know about real love if you know that nigga ain't me
Baby what you know about self love, how convenient that you ask me
You know I've been struggling with it
You know I've been dealing with it
Before I find that missing piece, I've gotta find that inner peace
You know I've been jumping through hoops to get over you
A couple of jokes a couple of booze
Guess more than a couple
Enough to get over you
Baby let's do it again
What you mean no
I know that you miss me so let's not pretend
Fatal attraction but why let it end
Fatal attraction but why let it end