Cortés Kimberly - Familiar Alienation Lyrics

People really wanna know what I do when Im feeling lost
Well let me tell you what I do
Sitting in my room in a lonely house trapped in my mind tryna find a way out
Both lungs turning inside out then they shut down
I try to talk about it try to cry about it try to smoke it out
But every time I get angry then Im sad and don't know if I'm tripping or I'm mad
And I notice how all the people that I help don't know how to help back
We got different purposes yeah I know its a fact
Do you even know how Karma works and how it acts
You look around next thing you know its gonna bite you in yo ass
And alienations how I feel
Can't even eat a meal Im just tryna be real
But the people all around me oh no no they don't feel
I just wanna heal

(Every night I pray every night I wake) dear God save me from disgrace
In the dark I see a whole new face (Face)
Stars showing me the way
Every night I pray every night I wake
Looking up feeling magic its a brand new day
Stars showing me the way
Every night I pray overnight I wake
Looking up feeling magic its a brand new day (Day)

Yeah it gets funny when the people around me think
That they've known me for a dozen years
And yeah when I was living at my mommas house every night shedding tears
But I'm not bothered is what I tell myself please god
Take my fear lock it up and make it disappear
Feels like I'm working for free somehow everybody wants a piece
So I give and I give yet they still don't see that
Im the one in grief Im the one suffocating under pain wishing it would fade away
But I'm not saying I'm the only one
There are a lot of people in the same game that truly relate
But is it hard for us to get together build a new way so we can make it better NO
I hear the clock time is ticking are you with me or you not
Maybe I'm better off alone and ill just build myself a clone man
Haha yeah

(Every night I pray every night I wake) Dear God save me from disgrace
In the dark I see a whole new face (Face)
Stars showing me the way
Every night I pray every night I wake
Looking up feeling magic its a brand new day
Stars showing me the way
Every night I pray overnight I wake
Looking up feeling magic its a brand new day (Day)

See Im the type of person that could never give up
Chin up and shoulders back you see me hustling on the right track
Yeah I got way too much to say
So I try to put it all in words
But few people wanna listen
So I rap it in my verse put it out into the universe
Yeah aint nobody feel my hurts
Gotta suck it up emotion to the side
Leading with my third eye
Let the higher power guide (Guide guide)

(Every night I pray every night I wake) Dear God save me from disgrace
In the dark I see a whole new face (Face)
Stars showing me the way
Every night I pray every night I wake
Looking up feeling magic its a brand new day
Stars showing me the way
Every night I pray overnight I wake
Looking up feeling magic its a brand new day (Day)