Hold my breath and count to ten
Maybe then, maybe then
Never thought I'd want more or different
Never thought laughs would make a difference
I don't want to play it safe
And walk along France avenue afraid
Oh and comfortable is not enough
I'll never settle on a me that's strange
This "us" doesn't move me anymore
And I know you feel me pull away
Don't act like you're surprised and
I'm stuck
Stuck between the place I am and where I'll be
And he wont leave
I've held your heart with me so long
It fit so well in my right pocket
I hope to God that you'll be strong
And understand it isn't wrong to want
To build a tower taller than my fear
With you not here and know I'm fine
To feel that we don't fit enough
Not giving up but not wasting our time
This "us" doesn't move me anymore
And I know you feel me pull away
Don't act like you're surprised and
I'm stuck
Stuck between the place I am and where I'll be
And he wont leave
He's living rent free in my brain
Don't care if that makes me insane
I'm not throwing it all away
You know it'd be worse if I stayed
I don't want to make a rash decision
But my livin' isn't through
Oh and you deserve someone who isn't
Looking for a whole lot more to do
Am I crazy or are his fingers crossed just like mine
Have I lost it or should we let them go and intertwine