I hear your voice in every song I write
Telling me no
That it doesn't sound right
It's tingling all around my frontal lobe
I think I might explode
Don't feel like myself no more
No more
I need it all to stop
The swarm
It's warm
Then cools off on the spot
My chest
I rest
But you won't go away
You stay
I'm waiting for change
I see your face in every window pane
Saying "go home
You can't be out here alone
You always need an exit strategy
When you're with me"
I can't take it no more
No more
The tension in my mind
Release
A piece
Oh when will I be fine
No I
Can't breathe
Oh why can't I calm down
Oh silly me
I've done it again
And if I start to panic (God help me)
'Cause this train is off the rails
And if I start to panic (I'm a goner)
'Cause I can't come down from here
At night's the worst when you get hold of me
Just let me sleep
What did I ever do to you
Oh boy she's fighting with herself again
And they're all listenin'
But can they really hear me scream
Inside
The echoes in my head
I'm fine
I swear
Just need to go to bed
Relax
Just breathe
Just count from one to ten
I'm fine
I'm stuck here again
And if I start to panic (God help me)
'Cause this train is off the rails
And if I start to panic (I'm a goner)
'Cause I can't come down from here
It's a whirlwind
Swimming in my brain I'm gonna drown
I'm hurting
To the naked eye it's not around
Am I hiding
It well enough to convince you all
I'm fine
I'm fine
I'm not fine
Cause if I start to panic
Will you be there
Or will I scare you away
Yeah if I start to panic
Will I make it
Through another anxious day