Up Up Down Down Video (MV)

It's inside of me; breathing, breeding
Inside of me
I can't decode what this is
Just cut it out, I'll take the hit
And I can live with this, if this is living
I can just live like this, always running

Up Up, Down Down, drag me around
Anxiously waiting for the next meltdown
And Down Down, Up Up, I've lost all control
My mind is breaking & I'm ready to fold
Oh, I'm ready to fold

And God, I miss you, but what's the point
As long as it's here, we'll never be joint
Then will this be over? Then will I see
Will these wounds finally heal
When the Bandaids are clean
When the Bandaids are

Up Up, Down Down, drag me around
Anxiously waiting for the next meltdown
And Down Down, Up Up, I've lost all control
My mind is breaking & I'm ready to fold
Oh, I'm ready to fold

The Devil & God Are Raging Inside of Me
This Chaos inside of me
Nobody can see, no one else can see
Nobody but me

Up Up, Down Down, drag me around
Anxiously waiting for the next meltdown
And Down Down, Up Up, I've lost all control
My mind is breaking & I'm ready to fold
Oh, I'm ready to fold