Every night, I lie awake
Every night, I lay there dreaming
In my mind, it's all deceiving
In my mind, it's all defeating
Every time I call for help
It dominates inside my head
If you think you're better dead
Find a way to say
There's nothing of me left to give
Every night, I lie awake
Every night I lay there dreaming
In my mind, it's all deceiving
In my mind, it's all defeating
Every time I call for help
It dominates inside my head
If you think you're better dead
Find a way to say
There's nothing of me left to give
In my mind, it's all different
I can't seem to put it out
Put blinders on and shut it out
In my mind, it's all different
I can't seem to put it out
Put blinders on and shut it out
Shield and dagger
I fight each day
Covered in blood
Here to stay
Shield and dagger
I fight each day
Covered in blood
Here to stay