Cowboy Black - Swollen Lyrics

I had a lot on my mind
I had a lot to define
You had to hide
You weren't a lover of mine
You were trying to avoid all of your problems
I was busy solving riddles
You didn't care to understand
And look at what you've left me with babe

I'm trying
I'm choking to keep it down
I'm stumbling through all the motions that we created with our bullshit
Can't you see where we destroyed this
You were lying to my face you saw the end
Babe, you were over this

Every time we touched
It felt like I was swollen, swollen
Baby, baby
Baby, baby
Baby, baby
Baby, baby
Baby, baby
Baby, baby
Every time we touched
It felt like I was swollen, swollen
'Cause when you put your hands on me
I can feel the venom burning deep

I could just say "f*ck it" too
I can pretend I don't care (oh no)
I can forget all the memories
And rip your fingers from my hair

And I will rip you from my skeleton
Before I spiral into nothingness again
If I knew your love was paper thin
I wouldn't have let this begin

Every time we touched
It felt like I was swollen, swollen
Baby, baby
Baby, baby
Baby, baby
Baby, baby
Baby, baby
Baby, baby
Every time we touched
It felt like I was swollen, swollen
'Cause when you put your hands on me
I can feel the venom burning deep

No, no
I'm not gonna be the victim anymore
Babe, don't you try me again
Why was I the one
Why was I the one
Was I

Every time we touched
It felt like I was swollen
You never had my back
You pushed me to the wall
And you let me go
You let me go
You let me go
You let me go
You let me go
You let me go