Cowboy Cold - Buenas Noches Lonely Tomb (Demo) Lyrics

I'm breaking down in the restaurant
My heart it weeps
My head it stings

It's hard for me to feel lonesome
The latest nights
The darkest dreams

I'm all alone in the house now
Turn on the lights
Turn off the heat

The girls next door have gone home now
They've got their families to see
And it's a silent night

You know your beauty is aching
You know that ain't a bad thing
Still you can feel yourself slipping
And that's why you reach out to me

And I don't want to be your depression decision
But there you are and here I am
Drive home with drunken precision
I'm not a boy
I'm not a man

I'm walking down to the river
I'm jumping in with both feet
The tide is up to my neck now
It's human blood
It's bittersweet