Yeh
My mind been crazy I been going through a lot
And I won't lie I swear it's been like this for weeks
I keep it bottled up 'cus I don't like to talk
Just tryna fight my demons I been losing sleep
Yeh
And I don't know where to go and I don't know what to do
But everytime I turn my head I end up thinking bout you
And I don't wanna seem crazy
But I'm thinking lately
That maybe I've been losing my mind
And I don't think I'll ever be able to trust again
Cus people they be switching sides and now they not your friends
I finally understand my momma when she told me boy just stay out the way
The people that you think are closest they're the ones that are fake
And I feel like i'm going back and forth
There's demons inside of my head and now they invading my thoughts
It feels like a losing battle but I ain't keeping the score
If they take it any further I think imma start a war
I can't believe you turned your back on me when time's getting tough
I guess it really made me question was that shit really love
You had me in my head and thinking like 'was I not enough?'
I gave you everything I had but girl was it not enough?
You said you love me but you changed
And you don't feel the same
And maybe that it's best if we just go our separate ways
And I won't lie it felt like I done took a bullet to the heart
Now whoever gets it next they gotta deal with all the scars
Now I ain't giving out my love no more
The only way I'm giving out my heart is if I know for sure
That you gonna hold me down
And girl you like it when I come around
Yeh
Scars and broken hearts are never ending
It's a cold, cold world that we live in
Take my heart and play it smart no disappearing
It's a long, long way till we finish
And imma give you my heart if you gone keep it safe
You gotta show me that you love me like the way you safe
Like are you gonna walk the walk or you gone talk the talk?
Actions are louder than words you gotta show it off
I really hope since you been gone girl you're feeling better
Cus now I'm focused on myself and i'm back to the cheddar
But you showed me how to love and girl I won't forget ya
I guess we both had different meanings when we said forever
But now I'm stuck on my own
And the inside of my chest is just as vacant as my home
I feel like there's nothing left inside my heart
It's broken and it's scarred
I need to get it back together but I don't know where to start
Yeh
My mind been crazy I been going through a lot
And I won't lie I swear it's been like this for weeks
I keep it bottled up 'cus I don't like to talk
Just tryna fight my demons I been losing sleep
Yeh
And I don't know where to go and I don't know what to do
But everytime I turn my head I end up thinking bout you
And I don't wanna seem crazy
But I'm thinking lately
That maybe I've been losing my mind