CPD - Disappointed Lyrics

Stop Satan from interfering with me hearing the message and the Word of God
I'm disappointed in myself, but that's because of me
I went and grabbed the axe, and started swinging on the tree
If anyone is around, then can they hear it fall
That doesn't mean it didn't happen, in fact I do recall
I'm disappointed in myself, but that's because of me
I went and grabbed the axe, and started swinging on the tree
If anyone is around, then can they hear it fall
That doesn't mean it didn't happen, in fact I do recall
There's a lot of things you wanna change, when you're looking back
And it's a shame, it's a shame, we can't do that
Because we have these memories, I know they'll never leave
I know they'll never leave, they'll always be with me
My intention from the start, man I didn't want to hurt you
But I got in the way, and the lies that I clung to
Looks like I've been run through, looking for an out
But I'm stuck in the ring, and I'm battling my doubt
Ten rounds in, and it's not over yet
So much experience, you could say that I'm a vet
So why am I losing, after spending all this time
Is there anyway, anyway, to defeat your mind
I'm disappointed in myself, but that's because of me
I went and grabbed the axe, and started swinging on the tree
If anyone is around, then can they hear it fall
That doesn't mean it didn't happen, in fact I do recall
I'm disappointed in myself, but that's because of me
I went and grabbed the axe, and started swinging on the tree
If anyone is around, then can they hear it fall
That doesn't mean it didn't happen, in fact I do recall
I'm feeling like I won't amount to much of anything
Because it used to burn at first, but now it's just a sting
And now it's just a thing, but really like a habit
I try to put it down, but I gotta gotta have it
I try to fall off, but I already fell
What did I gain, from the purchase at the sale
I know that I'm not good enough to make it by myself
Now I'm looking for some water at the bottom of the well
I try to fly up outta here, but I know that I need wings
I know that I need wings, yeah, I know that I need wings
I try to fly up outta here, but I know that I need wings
I know that I need wings, yeah, I know that I need wings