I feel different from last year
I had to say that I care
Realign my chakras I'm working on it
Getting high the drugs, Yeah
I'm still on them
This shits gonna kill me
Before I kill myself
Before I kill myself, Yeah
Feel like Kurt Cobain sometimes
Jus might blow my brain, I might
She's not gonna heal me
She is not my health
She is not my health
She doesn't care about myself
She jus cares about my wealth
I really need some mental help
Why the f*ck won't you help me
I'm a bad case I know
Looking in your eyes I can see your soul
This world's material
No harmony for both
Tired of being broke
I might run up in your home
You don't know
How it feels to be this old
You don't know
How it feels to be conscious of your soul
There's a matrix you cant fake it
I'm not crazy
I'm not woke
There's agendas
There's distractions
Jus like money
And the hoes
Won't be famous
Cause I will not let them rape me for my soul
If I save whoever's listening
Then I'm ok to go
Had to get up on some different shit
My loop was getting old
Planting seeds
Attracting frequencies
I'm watching it unfold
And it unfolds yeah
Look how it goes
Things been changing
Time's been flying
I got used to the cold
I jus enjoy her company
She makes me feel not alone
I jus thought about that girl
Wake up and she at my door
I feel different from last year
I had to say that I care
Realign my chakras I'm working on it
Getting high the drugs, Yeah
I'm still on them