In the red of a glass Video (MV)

On a full moon night I chose to lose myself
In the red of a glass tryin' to stop thinking of you
I walk with an umbrella morning night whatever the season
Like it's my shield a wall that makes me feel safe

I pedal without stopping thoughts drifting away
Lost in the infinite caught up in my own craze
I fill my days like glasses of wine one by one
Searchin' for meaning dodging my fate on the run

And I'm learning to smile so you don't have to worry
I could watch you for hours as your shadow's got my back
Thoughts I wanna leave behind but stay wrapped up in me
In this box of colors tryin' to find a way free

Can't talk 'bout the troubles swimming in my head
Dark thoughts keep floatin' can't seem to put 'em to bed
Mixin' gray with blue in a picture that's flawed
Lookin' for peace in a dream that fades into fog

Lost in my world alone and far gone
The lights dim low time drags me along
Chasin' peace in this wide-open space
But it slips away just vanishes without a trace

And I'm learning to smile so you don't have to worry
I could watch you for hours as your shadow's got my back
Thoughts I wanna leave behind but stay wrapped up in me
In this box of colors tryin' to find a way free

In the red of a glass I find my shelter
Wanderin' with no end heart on a tether
Lookin' for light beyond the misty haze
But maybe it's just a dream an illusion in a daze