5am Video (MV)

Now as I lay
Straight down to sleep
I pray to the lord
My soul to keep
But my soul is too tainted
Too weak
Go beneath
The core of the earth you'll find demons like me
I am not X
Our conscious so similar I think we connect
Just like I connect to this beat
Redirect
My thoughts from connection
A blessing, stop stressing, keep stressing
They testing my anger
They testing my patience
They calling me weird as if I worship Satan
I came from a family of Christ
Got lost in the dark
I stopped looking for light
Don't ask how I feel bitch I'm not that polite
I hope you get stabbed in yo back with a knife
I cherish the dead more than people with life
If only they see from my vision of sight
Up on my wall
Put their heads up on my wall
Take a look in the mirror then count to three
I did that shit and didn't know who looked back at me
I was depressed more than my father talked to me
I never needed nobody to walk with me
Love does not change all these thoughts that come back to me
Faith does not change all this pain that is brought to me
Tried to love with my heart but this bitch took it awkwardly
I hope you realize that nobody is stopping me