I'm stuck In between hard rock and no place
Where trust seize to exist and failures starts to rotate
Socialist figures measure success by the accolades
Estimating purchases investing on a palisades
Meditation what would loosen up my barricades
And notice the present moments would pass away
My struggles with detachment
The relationships were desiccated
Stem from a lineage of violence that was domesticated
I was vent
To the ones that needed healing
But I rather tap in play that song in my children
Welcome to a new world
The Perks of barring my maiden name
And would I blitz
For all the glitz
Or would I stay the same
For evolution and it's concepts
I will unchain in due process
And I to, will finally purge from the toxins
Conscious of my transformation
Indulging when it's guiding ya
By the demons back when
Flipping the bird is monicker still
I've been still for some time
Want to rise but I feel like I can't move
I'm Stuck inside a lie
And no matter my demise
In the eyes of my tribe I'm Just a man who
They hold they keys to my pride
Enlightens all even thru the storm
Transcend your minds how I plan to
No matter if I'm down
A living testimony so there's nothing that you simply can't do
Now I'm stuck raising bar
Worship grids for my progression
While my girls getting caught
In the cycle of deep depression
Resisting against authorities
It cuts deep when the slander you
Not understanding there's always forces we answer to
They don't appreciate energy transfer and my values
It's not until death that we realize
What we've taking for granted
All partnerships got quarrels
Some ain't apparent
My panic room
The lavatory in the condo we sharing
Barely exchanging sentiments
Lost souls at attendance
In the same vicinity
Now I'm raising a co-dependent
Been leaning towards stoicism
Breakdown how the trenches made me
I find it ironic I've been feeling passive lately
Reap the benefits, when my approach is subtle
Maintain a poise, and I often dive in rebuttals
Looks could kill, measure 3rd degree
When I mean mug you
But I Change the course of my tribe
Advance the team huddle
I've been still for some time
Want to rise but I feel like I can't move
I'm Stuck inside a lie
And no matter my demise
In the eyes of my tribe I'm Just a man who
They hold they keys to my pride
Enlightens all even thru the storm
Transcend your minds how I plan to
No matter if I'm down
A living testimony so there's nothing that you simply can't do