My brain's derived of cells
Killed my temporary hell
Lucy doesn't care
Lucy doesn't forgive
Ache and swallow pride
Feel as though I won't thrive
Collapse into the dirt so
I can give back to Earth
Insane or just untamed
I seek a newly found shame
We fight off ourselves
To be granted with less
Feed my starving soul
This void won't fill itself
Die or live, I don't care
See? These thoughts aren't fair