Crumbcatcher - The Sun Has Burned Out, Pt. 2 (Old Version) Lyrics

The sun is burning out
And every time i look up i think about
How i'm not where i want to be
Nothing feels right anymore

I feel so cold, shivering so hard i could shatter my teeth
And the windchill's making everything so much worse than it seems
God i never thought it would be, oh no

I never thought it would be like this
God i never thought it would be
I never thought i would make it to twenty-three
And as i watch the new year roll in, my patience is wearing thin
Every where i walk, these ghosts will follow me
I just want to be happy

And so what if i try to be kind
So what if i feel sad
And so what if i end up six feet under, cold and dead

You'll try to make me think that it's worthless and weak
Standing up for myself, getting onto my feet
God i can't even sleep, for the fifth time this week
Oh i never thought i'd sink so deep

And it's better now than it was before
Even if the sun dies, i'm choking on the floor
My depression on my neck and the sunlight fading through the door

I never thought it would be like this
God i never thought it would be
I never thought i would end my years crying and incomplete
And as i watch the new year roll in, my patience is wearing thin
Every where i walk, these ghosts will follow me
I just wanted to sing

I sing this cadence in my head, i have my fingertips on a dream
I reached for the stars and all i got was misery

I sang this cadence in my head, i have my fingerprints on a dream
I reached for the stars and all i got was this f*cking disease