Crush - Lost//broke Lyrics

Bug, Bug, Bug, Bug
(Do it again) Goodbye!
(No no no! Do it again!)

I have so many, voice memo- what are you doing? (Mhm)
I'ma beat you up
(Yeah sure)

Take a ride
Look, you made me mess up

Take another, take another, take another
Take a break and hide from brother, hide from mother, take another
Fix my face when I'm around another lover 'til they found my pills
I'm bound to feelin' down if I don't drown myself in loud, oh brother
You don't understand, I promise that I got a plan
I'll do it one more time to numb the pain then no more poppin' xans
I think I cut my hand, bleed on my dick, I feel like sand
The room is f*ckin' spinning, man, I tried to beat but I can't stand

(Lost)
They say I shoulda left her
You say it's not forever
But bitch I know better
(Lost)
You know you shoulda left her
You said it was forever
I shoulda known better
(Lost)
They say I shoulda left her
You say it's not forever
But bitch I know better
(Lost)
You know you shoulda left her
You said it was forever
I shoulda known better

Why am I scared to enter rooms you're in?
Scared of pitter patter, know they'll treat me like I'm the villain
Scared to say you matter because, f*ck, you might just leave again
Where the f*ck I'd rather go is gone, I'll drown in baclofen
I'm dead, not a threat, it's a plan
But I think I'm bad at plans, didn't mean to live passed nine AM
F*ck, I'm dizzy, but I gotta be skinny 'cause
Maybe I'll be winning if I got control of eating (f*ck)

And I bring it right back
Every single time
How you do me like that?
And I treat me like trash
Poppin' pills like they life
And out I been lashed
And I'm fake like that
And I buy friends gifts
To feel like I got stacks
Find a girl like that
Get her down to smash
But the feelings don't match

(Lost)
They say I shoulda left her
You say it's not forever
But bitch I know better
(Lost)
You know you shoulda left her
You said it was forever
I shoulda known better
(Lost)
They say I shoulda left her
You say it's not forever
But bitch I know better
(Lost)
You know you shoulda left her
You said it was forever
I shoulda known better

(Lost)

(Broke)
(Broke)
(Broke)
(Broke)
(Broke)
(Broke)
(Broke)
(Broke)

Pitter patter f*cked me up, just can't stop caring
How many of your words are Bee and me sharin'?
Did you really mean it when you called me Lil Bear
And your Stars, repeatin' that I'm so damn amazin'
Said it ten times, "I'm out of your hair then"
Keep bouncin' back, only when I'm done swearin'
Shit, here's a tip, stop being a bitch
Can't wish for the best while you're stuck in a ditch

Mother f*cker's broke now, can't afford a toke now
Don't know how Buck's still gettin' nuts, what a ho hound
Bee throw down, promise I won't go down
Wait, trick, pow, wait, whip, gloaw, so loud
Take this pound, hundred thou, new clout
Buck Buck pound the f*ck outta the cow
Bee so round, she fall, she just bounce
Bitch may win but the Stars won't go out

Runnin' outta patience like a damn good doctor
Blowin' up my phone 'cause I've never been farther
Mom playin' complacent so I'll just go wander
Tellin' me come home but f*ck my father

Bring your chill back, Busy Bee's in the trap
She's pleased thinkin' that we're dead, Blue heard that
Feel your pain, let her hear it and we'll give it right back
Fight back, run it right back, runnin' runnin' runnin'

(Broke) Run around and I keep wonderin' (wonderin'!)
(Broke) Is it just me or would you have done
(Broke) The same thing to another kid? ('nother kid!)
(Broke) Owe it to Jaden for callin' it (callin' it!)
(Broke) Baby, baby, I been wonderin' (wonderin'!)
(Broke) Is it just me or didn't you do
(Broke) The same thing to another kid? ('nother kid!)
(Broke) I must be stupid for fallin' in (broke)

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