CRVIG - Ego Death (Fading) Lyrics

You had thought we would make it
But my heart was so jaded
I could tell you were fading, fading
I was talkin' outrageous
All the signs were so blatant
I could tell you were fading, fading
I could see, you and me, we weren't gonna pull through
Take it back to when we didn't have a reason not to
Almost had a meltdown on my way back home
Back home, oh
And now I regret all the time I spent
Not really giving a f*ck when I should've been locked in
And now you're gone, and I can't change a thing
Do you agree?
The time we spent, it didn't have to be for nothing
The way I looked at you, and you looked back at me
'Cause your heart was in it, I didn't commit
And now you're past it, I missed that ship
Guess I'm not the shit like I thought I was
Been a week with no contact
Wondering if you'll fall back
I can tell that it's all my fault that
You kinda seemed to just get bored
I didn't stop you at my door
Now I miss you so bad
Wish that I said something before
And now you're probably out
With somebody that you're probably obsessin' about, yeah
Kinda missin' when you felt that about me
Wondering if things are better without me
And do you regret all the time you spent
Hanging on for me when I was not hellbent?
And now you're gone, can't blame you for a thing
You were the best
I'm seein' red, I chose death
And now I guess you're in bed
With someone better, oh, oh
Ego so dead
It up and left from my head
And I can't retrace my steps
There's nothing left
Do you agree?
The time we spent, it didn't have to be for nothing
The way I looked at you, and you looked back at me
'Cause your heart was in it, I didn't commit
And now you're past it, I missed that ship
Guess I'm not the shit like I thought I was
You were the best
I'm seein' red, I chose death
And now I guess you're in bed
With someone better, oh, oh
Ego so dead
It up and left from my head
And I can't retrace my steps
There's nothing left