crying on camera - good Lyrics

I told myself
I'd stop this
I'd flip myself inside out, then
Be someone else
When he walks in
Be somebody he could want
A rose by any other name's a rose
I'm still the f*ckin' same
A ghost, I'm diggin' my own grave
I know
I'll be good
But not today
I'll be good
But not today
If it's sink or swim
I'm sinkin'
But you don't need friends in the deep end
Light a cigarette
While my head spins
I'm in control because I know
A rose by any other name's a rose
I'm still the f*ckin' same
A ghost, I'm diggin' my own grave
I know
I'll be good
But not today
I'll be good
But not today
Pretending I'm a saint, when I know I'm not
I get the will to change when the windows gone, I'm
Pretending I'm okay, when I know I'm not
The winner takes it all and I never was
I'll be good
But not today
I'll be good
But not today
Not today
Not today