[ Featuring ella boh, charlie besso ]
I'm past the point of looking up
Of seeing the brighter side in my half-empty cup
I think, what's the point of waking up
I'm feeling responsible for everything and everyone I love
Look what I did
Don't let them see me like this
Wish it were easy to fix, but I'm just hangin' on
What have I done?
At odds with what I've become
Feel like I'm the only one
Mama, I think something's super wrong with me
I did what I was supposed to do but I'm still not happy
It's like a never ending tragedy
Yeah, maybe joy isn't a feeling that belongs to me
I'm at a party
It's like a dream
Still out-of-body, they're so out of reach
I'm in the desert
I'm at the beach, but
No matter where I go, I'm stuck with me
Look what I did
Don't let them see me like this
Wish it were easy to fix, but I'm just hangin' on
What have I done?
At odds with what I've become
Feel like I'm the only one
Mama, I think something's super wrong with me
I did what I was supposed to do but I'm still not happy
It's like a never ending tragedy
Yeah, maybe joy isn't a feeling that belongs to me
Did what I was supposed to do but I'm still not happy
Joy isn't a feeling that belongs to me
There's no remedy
I've tried everything
Life goes on for everybody else except for me
There's no remedy
I've tried everything
Life goes on for everybody else except for me
Mama, I think something's super wrong with me
I did what I was supposed to do but I'm still not happy
It's like a never ending tragedy
Yeah, maybe joy isn't a feeling that belongs to me
