CS Kid - Lay My Claim Lyrics

Is love an invention
Or something we just discovered
Do we fight hard for attention
Or do we fight for one another
Is love a blessing or a burden
I couldn't say for certain
All I know is it keeps me up and keeps me going
In this life all I've tried is make people love me
But I'm dizzy now that I stopped growing up and they won't
Sometimes you have to throw your ashes to the air above you
And watch where the wind takes life, on a plight to make a name
I'll lay my claim
I'll lay my claim
I'll lay my claim
I'll lay my claim
Man I'm bout to jump up off the ledge
Dealing with the existential dread
Who could want to mesh with all the mess that I am
Fixated on this four letter word
I'm afraid to know what I deserve
But it's up to me to find the blessing in the curse
If you don't have to
Why would you want to
If you don't have to
Why would you want to
I'll lay my claim
I'll lay my claim
I'll lay my claim
I'll lay my claim
When the sun goes down on a blue sky, I'll lay my, I'll lay my
Bound to the idea that I'll die satisfied, satisfied