The Current Flavour - a letter Lyrics

I think that I've spent too much time
Debating if you'd love me
Debating if you'd ever understand
I cannot stand this feeling that I've conjured up
Contorting through my memories
Distorting all the moments that we shared
I'm scared that I will never be what you have always wanted
What you have wanted
Will I ever find salvation
Salvation
A love that leaves a legacy
That I will never get to see
That I will never get to share with you
I'm through with all the sleepless nights and thoughts that might
Never ever see the light of day
What can I say except that
I will never be what you have always wanted
What you have wanted
Will I ever find salvation
Salvation