Currupted Heart - Oktober Lyrics

I keep dreaming your sick thoughts
Wasted my time on your lies
No goodbyes you left us cold
Like a family you once known
I wanna die it hurts inside
Kills my pride that you're still alive
Chest overheaves anxiety
Fell so hard trying to breathe
Sleepless nights lungs need air
Desperate days why am I here
Nights like these I get scared
No where to run I'll hide under my bed

I washed it all like the blood stained on my hands
Everynight I watched you fall asleep
Dreaming of what life we couldnt be
That october night I heard your screams

Year after year I found this cure
This cure taught me how to be pure
Day after day month after month
The cuts on my legs are sewn shut
Searching for a new throne to claim whats mine
You cant take what I can find
The nightmares came true
Whats left behind all this time you were lying
Days like this my distress
I hate it that I'm always nervous
Cause of you I'm like this
A big emotional f*cking mess

I washed it all like the blood stained on my hands
Everynight I watched you fall asleep
Dreaming of what life we couldnt be
That october night I heard your screams

I washed it all like the blood stained on my hands
Everynight I watched you fall asleep
Dreaming of what life we couldnt be
That october night I heard your screams