My wounds are getting colder
Stability with disorder
I feel the knife in my back
But the blade's in my own hand
Anxious in my bed
Take me somewhere else instead
Always in my head
The void's become my friend
Who am I these days
I'm slipping away
Crimson red fades to grey
And how does this end
I won't be the same
Have myself to blame
I have myself to blame
Every day my heart beats faster
Two steps forward is three steps backwards
Three steps backwards
Who am I these days
I'm slipping away
Crimson red fades to grey
And how does this end
I won't be the same
Have myself to blame
I'll never be the same
I'll have myself to blame
I know who I am inside
Broken by fears I can't hide
A foundation built on lies
And how does this end
I keep running from my own reflection
Suffering in silence per my own discretion
A final curtain call just lay me to rest
I'll dream of being under but I'm already dead
I'm already dead
I'm already dead
Who am I these days
I'm slipping away
Crimson red fades to grey
And how does this end
I won't be the same
I have myself to blame
I won't be the same
I won't be the same
I hate myself
The deal's been dealt
I'm just an empty shell
With nothing left to tell