I just wanna smoke my ones
I just wanna feel myself
Do it on my own damn time
I'm faster than y'all
I already tell
My brother took a sip of his Molly water
Took it like he never took out
My momma took a good look at her son
She's screaming she proud of me now
She proud of me now
I can never back out
That's word to my brother
I can never back out
My back to the wall
Got sweat on my brows
Still swinging for the clouds
Still finding my sound
Still finding my ground, daily
Live like the gun off safety
Ain't got no net that'll save me
Plan A cause I wasn't room for a maybe
Plan A I go get these dollars and digits
My father said don't trust these bitches at all
My brother said f*ck it we ball
My OG done told me to strap up and go hit the block
My momma done told me to make a name for myself
Boy focus up on your wealth
I did it all for the family tree when I couldn't do none else
I just wanna smoke my ones
I just wanna feel myself
Do it on my own damn time
I'm faster than y'all
I already tell
My brother took a sip of his Molly water
Took it like he never took out
My momma took a good look at her son
She's screaming she proud of me now
She proud of me now
Smoke my ones
I just wanna feel myself
Do it on my own damn time
I'm faster than y'all
I already tell
My brother took a sip of his Molly water
Took it like he never took out
My momma took a good look at her son
She's screaming she proud of me now
She proud of me now
My mind been gone for a long while
So many snapshot pictures of the trauma back when I was a child
Momma told me
Get up boy you never stay down
You can never go out
I ain't going out sad
I go out loud
My racks under my bed
My trust is thinning out
My blunt go to the head
My bitch is headed out
My plug is on his way
My future looking sound
My feelings all numbed out
My heart still feel empty
No time for no one else
I face it all by myself
I pray for better days
I know they come with clouds
But rain, it give us growth
My pain, I figured out
My mind, my mind, my mind
Go out, go out
Go out, go out
Go out, go out