Feel like I was made for this
Since the beginning of time
Now it's something second nature and
Look who stepped in his prime
Had to learn how to manage all the things that I've heard
From well intentioned people who misusing they words
Same ones scream idol when you chasing ya dreams
Won't tell a doctor calm down in his residency but
I go I go, God charted out the blueprint
I know, I know his word fresher then a spearmint
Yeah, humble makings in my dinning room
To the thousands being touched by the bars consumed
I don't, wanna, be another victim of that ecstasy
That ecstasy
Who they want me to be, who they want me to be
That ecstasy
Grandma honey said I'd be something
Mama's ethics for the levels coming
When the characters' pressed
When the world pigeon hole me cause the things I confess
I'm learning unlearning all the joy that I know
God stirrings up my soul with new places to go
Cause I wanted love
But was in the wrong spaces
Never got a score
Busy skipping all the bases
So ecstasy
When your approval in men
So leprosy but it's eating within
I was so Fugee, it was killing me softly
So off Square like jello with the Cosby
I don't, wanna, be another victim of that ecstasy
That ecstasy
Who they want me to be, who they want me to be
That ecstasy