Cy - I Wont Lyrics

Talking to my grandma, can you hear me? I've been trying
Lately, running around, feeling like I'm blind
Smoking J's and time after time, I'm been getting fried
Rolls Royce umbrellas, and maybachs with curtains
Stars aline for niggas, really working, I've been grinding
Wasting money on bitches that's never knowing they worth
Wasting money on niggas that couldn't flip by the first
And if I didn't , I'm fake as f*ck, I know that they would kurk
What's the word? Roadrunning, wheels is turning
Doggin beats and I'm popping shit like a turd
Ain't really sleeping I been up off the early
Ain't taking addys, boy, I fell in love with working
Been fell in love with hustling, shit, I'm bout a bag
I told my bitch, the time is right, you get a Birkin
I told my bitch that if she love me, is it worth it
What love is worth, I really hope I find my purpose
Suites downtown, can't touch me, the top floor
With a 10, pretty ting boy I'm laid up
Tell her things about this life that make me anxious
Everything in life, I feel I had to wait for
Everything in life, I feel they tried to tried to take it
Everyday I'ma get my paper when I wake up
Everyday, I know you watch me, so keep praying for me
Grandma past, I lost my heart, that shit was over
Broken heart and it got colder as I got older
Can't get no closer to nobody hate the closure
So keep my distance, play it safe, It might be COVID
I gotta keep on going hard, cause I ain't gold yet
I let go when I did
Shit that you said to me, know it was different, it's true
I let go when I did
I let go when I did
Shit that you said to me, shit that you said, it's true