All alone again
All alone, in bed
The ceiling kind of looks nice
After looking at it 'till I'm fed up
You setup my mind
To be a lonesome, lil' child
I won't forget that, in time
I wish you nothing, but time
To be a different lil' girl
I see the lesson you learned
That you could make it in life
Without a strong, loving guy
But if you needed that touch
You know I gave some, that much
I won't pretend I'm alone
When you've been up on my phone, saying
"I miss you so much, I wish we could chill
I know I did you dirty, but I love you still
Can you forgive and forget
Like some milk that I spilled?"
The only answer I write
Is I'm afraid of your type
And I'm afraid of your love
Cause I know I'd fall down
In abyss that I found
I never let you stay bound
But if you hate me, then who
Could ever care like I do?
Your color hair, like the sky
The color blue, I don't like
Cause all my favorite is red
Like all my roses in bed
And I don't know if you read
Another message I sent
But now a few months go by
And now my vision in mind
Is all the same, but in time
I'll grow to hate you, I'm fine
You took a week to reply
Another month since goodbye
I know your new man could try
But he won't be just like, me