czet - shattered Lyrics

I don't know why I act like I do
And how you act doesn't make sense to me
If I stay around you I feel nothing at all
And you just won't let me be

You ruined me in such unspeakable ways
And said your were innocent and you won't change
You declared it as love and decided to stay
Ignored all my feelings it's useless to pray

And I tried to impress you
Tried being enough but
You gave the feeling
That I should give up

You thought that's the right thing
You thought that it's love
You watered the plant
Too f*cking much

I sat on your couch tried listening to you
Tried understanding what you said
But you kept on screaming and screaming right at me like how should I keep this intact

You say it's all my fault and I should be tough
But I'm just a small kid tried being enough
You know all things better in every way
And you want me to stay

The way that you loved me was not made for me
The way that you talk or the way that you be
The way how we faced all the problems we made
Was never the right way so we both got played