daniel springer - perfect disease Lyrics

it brings me pain evry time i see your face
you say its ok try to talk your sweet tone thinking it will erase
you say it heals in time
shut up you dont know my mind
so much i ve been holding in
painfull memories i try to block from my past
but your words of hate bring them back how long can this last
im so tired of fighting you
just go away i ve nothing to say to you

back off just leave me alone
once was peace in my life
you've come and destroyed my home
to late to reconcile
my heart is in pain
no use for lying and denial
i need to forget you all the same

somedays are worse than others like many before
lie in bed all day hoping to avoid
the fighting with you like a daily chore
useless words of apologies
another way for you to get back at me
will this never end
keeping my heart locked tight
here comes another sleepless night.

to many times i've tried to tell you how i feel
but yet again its like swallowing a pill
to rid my body of this disease
wouldnt be just as easy to beg you please
go away move on go find someone else to hurt
im dry mouthed from lying face first in the dirt
choking on all the times i thought i knew you
like another wasted memory
for once thoughtless love moved through you
what else can i do instead of facing you
move on im tired of fighting you
just go away i've nothing to say to you

why cant you just run , go, get away from here
dont want you to see me cry, blood, my sweat and my fears
im turning in to what i never wanted to be
just like you the perfect disease.