Distraught - Ghosts Of Penitence Lyrics

I draw my past in shadows
Creation of the world, stormy echoes
I am the reflex of the black mud
I am the cruelty - carnage and blood

I can´t live inside of me
I wanna scream: why?
Everything around is waiting for the moment
To say the last good-bye

The force of eternity
Suicidal nightmare
Magic, fantasy
Travel to the other side - beware

Course of the slavery
Begin the sacrifice
Created by the enemy
Ready to decide - the madman cries

Deep sleep - there´s no return

I wanna wake up - i can´t stand this sensation
Bad trip, hallucination
Nowhere to run, total depression

I cannot fall asleep
I can´t fight - i feel weak
It´s a war inside of me
It´s a war inside of me

I am the reflex of the black mud
I am the cruelty - carnage and blood

I can´t live inside of me
I wanna scream: why?
Everything around is waiting for the moment
To say the last good-bye

The force of eternity
Suicidal nightmare
Magic, fantasy
Travel to the other side - beware

Course of the slavery
Begin the sacrifice
Created by the enemy
Ready to decide - the madman cries

I cannot fall asleep
I can´t fight - i feel weak
It´s a war inside of me
It´s a war inside of me

The nightmare ends
When i open my eyes
And i feel i´m still alive