D2 & Bluj - Professional Sad Thoughts Lyrics

The villain is making me blind
And he is killing my mind
This feeling now I hide
I just wanna be alive
The villain is making me blind
And he is killing my mind
This feeling now I hide
I just wanna be alive

Yeah of course I'm sad
It makes mad like my dad
Something I wish I never had
It would make me glad
I wish I could switch this
Even if it's just an instance
So we could have coexistence
And I would not need distance
Cause the pain is consistent
Giving me resistance
But they don't care about helping
They just wanna claim my condition
Yes I am depressed
It may not be the best
But I'm not feeling blessed
Cause I am stress
I may not always impress
Trying to figure out the rest
I guess
But these words do come from the chest
My heart
My life
Trying to start
But my body falls apart
Wanting to make records that go off the chart
But I always get this voice in my head it makes me dart

The villain is making me blind
And he is killing my mind
This feeling now I hide
I just wanna be alive
The villain is making me blind
And he is killing my mind
This feeling now I hide
I just wanna be alive

You can't take this pain away
It won't happen any day
No matter how much I pay
We both know that it will stay
Doesn't matter if I pray
I'll always be afraid
I might have a happy display
But inside I'm not okay
Yeah I'm living in fear
My mind is not clear
There is no cure
I hope someone hears
My emotions appear
The end is near
Down come the tears
Regretting the years
I'm not in zone
I'm trapped in a cone
My feeling are blown
And they wanna moan
Cause they are shown
I feel disowned
And I wish I'd known
That I'm not alone
I wish that they saw the signs
I wasn't some like fine lines
Wish I didn't do the crimes
Should have respected my bedtimes

The villain is making me blind
And he is killing my mind
This feeling now I hide
I just wanna be alive
The villain is making me blind
And he is killing my mind
This feeling now I hide
I just wanna be alive