D Blanco - Just Write Lyrics

In the songs I was loud, real life demure Thought the world was sick, I tried to be the cure
Taught to question everything, why am I unsure
Now I'm proud of everything that I've endured
Even though I can admit that I'm so scared
Of everything I see on my computer
Keeping they opinions out of my self worth
Shit the sticks and stones, might not hurt
I'm giving it my all, till I'm dead in the urn
I tried to know it all, but I lived and I learned
Thinking bout the future, and it got me concerned
Like Will I really make it, if I'm waiting my turn
Like can they really cure depression with a pill
Thoughts that I'm thinking as I write my will
D. Blanco really playing, to my loved ones chill
I'm just saying I wanna be fulfilled
Took you to the domino hills, from the train to oasis
Simultaneous, I was feeling out and complacent
Like damn everybody, really fake it to make it
What happened to the long haul, it's all sprinting, no pacing
Even when I'm winning, I know I might hate it
Cause I know it come along with some new expectations
But my spirit ain't shaking, cause it's mine for the taking
Disciplined accountable, I ain't doing no blaming
I've been on the high road way too long
Now I'm down to earth where I belong
Maybe if I let go of being perfect
Then I understand that life is worth it
I be hurting over life, it uncertain
Show still going on after the curtains
Misunderstood like I'm a serpent
Paranoia had me in a version of life
Led to an aversion of life, now I'm immersing in life
I flourish in the dark, I'm a servant to light
Turn to your left and your right
Do you understand, it's a dance not a fight
That's why I gotta write