D Pax - Cloudy Lyrics

As i, take a step back to look at my life
I question, like on a test when u think its not right
I'm gunning, i'm no different scared run for my life
They huntin, think its real but i'm running from nothin
(Shit)

Most these people take a look back at life and laugh
I take a look back at life and i'm mad
The reason being never had the happiness i wish i had
I never gave myself a break i blamed myself for others bads
I absolutely got it comin if i think its comin from the bag
Thats word to death its feelin like a never-ending quest for something
That i don't even need that bad
Tell my self to go relax I'm sitting

As i, take a step back to look at my life
I question, like on a test when u think its not right
I'm gunning, i'm no different scared run for my life
They huntin, think its real but i'm running from nothin
(Shit)

You see the paper trails, you see the things it does
To people
You don't see it now but you'll see it later if they're paper chasin
Or if the papers payin' they like "see ya later"
They playin hot potato (Huh)
It's got me thinkin if I had some money In my empty pockets
I could keep my friend around to make music keep on going never stop it
If thats not an option and you have to drop it, you've made a legacy
So when your gone your not forgotten
These thoughts haunt me, but
We live on

As i, take a step back to look at my life
I question, like on a test when u think its not right
I'm gunning, i'm no different scared run for my life
They huntin, think its real but i'm running from nothin
(Uh)

I've got a dark past, i gotta start to fast--forward
Thats why i walk past, don't want to live-- over
The moments, the things i write in poems
I keep on sippin and tellin you im stayin focused
But stay devoted even when i am at my lowest
We raise the bar knock the vodka sodas (Whoops)
Cant cause a problem cuz they locked n loaded (Yup)
Get the notion can be taken any moment
Look hes gone an taken kobe (Rip to an idol)
I wanna be like him and grasp some titles
I wanna be like him become and idol
Eventually become a father, have a son or daughter and
Live my life not scrappin change to make a dollar
Its a cloudy ponder

As i, take a step back to look at my life
I question, like on a test when u think its not right
I'm gunning, i'm no different scared run for my life
They huntin, think its real but i'm running from nothin
Shit

But i'm running from nothing
But i'm running from nothing
But i'm running from nothing
Got me sick to my stomach
Cuz i'm running from nothing
I'm just another youngin
And i'm running from nothing
Got me sick to my stomach
Cuz i'm running from nothin
Yeah, i'm running from nothin