D RiVVY - River(A) Lyrics

It's fact they can't beat me, panic places where they keep me
Like every challenge that we meet is going to eat me
I know you see me, keep my confidence discreetly
At my worst, you chose to meet me
If it's a dream, then say it sweetly
I don't want to wake up until it repeats
I'm doubting my luck, I'm in the cheap seats
Louder than what, holding out hope that you see me
Really try to see how hard this world really was to me
Standing tall in front of three, that myth is alien to me
Spit my gift but they assailing me, like every single week
Too much, my thoughts are jailing me, knees failing me
Want to pray, but there's some hell in me, but I nary flee
I faced my strife in life and lost it twice, no I'm not alright
Waking up I'm feeling death way before I'm feeling breath
So, maybe not so nice
My broken nights leading to some broken mics
Coming from a broken life, truth when it is spoken right
A spoken word to the broken bird,
The hand I'm holding was my own and so the token hurt
The lonely work of self
Trust is on a shelf, chilling with the elf, no one else
And so I blaze to your health, yeah
I know you see me through the ether, never been a believer
Never been one to talk to a ghost, but yet you post
Most high, in dreaming eyes, too many want to streak and die
Acting fly but they speaking lies, truly weak demise
You see the truth is not the prize but the cost
I found mine rock bottom in the life that I lost
I'm star crossed
Live and in front of a studio, flawed
Coming to you from the city where the pretty get gnawed, yeah
I want to hear you so I'm making a call
The last message that you left left me left my soul kind of raw
The last one I'll ever get, and so I cherish it all
I hope make you proud, I'm heading out to the river for shore