Lost Video (MV)

Never understood
Just a lost soul
Floatin down towards the abyss

No one ever loved how I loved them
Hit my heart with 30 clips

I don't even know what I gotta do
Should be quiet
Should I be like you
Should I speak my mind
Should I skip my Lou
Should I chase my dreams
Feel like voodoo

Or should I chase yours

Remember a man telling me that I owed it to mama to just stay the course
Was speaking of college of course
At night I feel feelings remorse

Cause I should be packing arenas
But people won't give me the chance just hit pause
The people they don't know the cause
They don't know bout what I have been through
They don't know the pain that it caused
But I can not hang up my shoes
Cause without all this music
I might cut the cord

Would you even miss me?
Would I be a thought?
Or just be a hashtag for bout a month
Man that's what i thought

What's clouding my thoughts
I don't really know
Just know that I ain't been the same way since last March
If she put her legs in the air
While we kissing
Her back in a arch
Nah that won't help nothing of course
Man that won't help nothing of course

I'm fading I'm feeling lost
I'm fading I'm feeling lost
Im fading I'm feeling lost
I'm feeling so lost