Like the problem is that you obviously don't trust me
So don't wonder why I don't tell you shit when
You're gonna overreact like a little bitch about everything
Like that's on you
Before you came into my life everything was fine
Now you came into my life and sometimes I feel Like I'm dying
I wanna stay with you but it's getting kinda tirin
I'm sick of being conceived
I'm sick of all this lying
But then we get high and everything's fine
Cause we flying
It just resets
But then I think of times when I'm just a reject
I cry I get made fun of
You cry I get patronized for it being brought up
Being sensitive is still new to me It's not what I was taught
Love is still new to me it's not what I was taught
I'm tired of all these games
Yeah I'm bored of being bought
It's like you're fishing for my feelings and I'm sick of being caught
It's going downhill from here
I'm drowning come help
You're playing unfair
Makes me sick and unwell
It's going downhill from here
I'm drowning come help
You're playing unfair
Makes me sick and unwell
Shit became toxic the first time we argued
Throwing everything out the window all our virtues
Every time there's a problem
Look at me
What would you do
No help at all
(Is it done?)
Hell if I knew
Now I'm screaming f*ck the past
Wish I could go back and erase the times we had
Or back when the only thing on my mind was a stack of a hundred racks
Now the only thing on my mind is some bullshit
I look back and hate you for introducing it
Sometimes I blame my intrusiveness
All in my thoughts getting f*cking ruthless
Two sides to the story
One's lies
One's just purgatory
But the truth hurts
That's what mama told me
Thought you and me was gonna get the holy matrimony
It's going downhill from here
I'm drowning come help
You're playing unfair
Makes me sick and unwell
It's going downhill from here
I'm drowning come help
You're playing unfair
Makes me sick and unwell
Every conversation an argument
Speak from your chest use some confidence
Tell me I'm lying I'm saying my truth
You can say shit that just you being you
What did I do to deserve this
Feel like a clown in the circus I
I'm bouta pop a Percocet
Hitting the spliff I'ma
(Cough cough)
Clouding out memories
Decline projectory
I'm bouta turn up yuh uh
Time moving slowly
Can see on my rolly
What you been doing is f*cked up
I'm done now
No looking back now
Head staying down well
Thoughts of you in a gown well they gone now
Losing my trust
All of this shit was a shot to the gut
It's going downhill from here
I'm drowning come help
You're playing unfair
Makes me sick and unwell
It's going downhill from here
I'm drowning come help
You're playing unfair
Makes me sick and unwell
This is literal bullshit bro
How many times am I gonna have to tell you
You don't have to worry about him
Nah f*ck that