Daddy Dazed - Dark Life (feat. Gazzy J. Uruj) Lyrics

I just wanna feel alive
I don't wanna die
I just live the dark life
I don't wanna suicide
I don't wanna cry
Voices in my head
They never lie
I just wanna feel alive
F*ck the old life
I just wanna feel alive
I don't wanna die
I just live the dark life
I don't wanna suicide
I don't wanna cry
Voices in my head
They never lie
I just wanna feel alive
F*ck the old life
F*ck the old life
I miss the old times
My bars are like a gold mine
When I was young
They all told me
I got a bold mind
Those were the cold times
I miss the old times
(I just wanna feel alive
I don't wanna die
I just live the dark life)
When I was thirteen
I wanted to be a rapper
I wanted to be a sniper
I wanted to own a rifle
And shoot it in every cypher
I use to do some covers
I learned how to ride
I turned into a rider
I wanted to switch my lane
I wanted to be a pilot
I turned into a pirate
You see hip-hop is the sea
I'm like Jack Sparrow
I've got a dead man's chest
It's full of smoke f*ck the rest
These bitches are self obsessed
F*ck the media and the press
I'm wearing hip-hop as my dress
I'm chasing checks, breaking legs
Building pecks, making racks
F*ck the one who's faking rap
Momma's proud, music's loud
Every beat is going down
In sound cloud, I got hip-hop
In my veins, I got sunshine
I got rain, I keep it simple
I like it plain because
I'm living in a fast lane
Past pain, fast gain
I like watches no chains
She just left me with my brain
That's when I got to know what's pain
My brother went to jail
I won't give his real name
We can call him Mr. Dwayne aye
(We can call him Mr. Dwayne)
( What the f*ck bro)
F*ck that old life
Everything I heard
Was a motherf*cking lie
Cuz' if it was true
She wouldn't have
F*cked that guy
People ask me how I'm doing
I just say that I'm fine (na na)
So depressed but I'm so high
That I can't go down, I won't lie
Where's happiness ? I can't find
I had to tell myself to wake up
Like superman, emotionally broken But I can't die, don't get it twisted
I ain't talking about
The thing with god
But you look forward
But you can't find
Temperatures
Some sell pictures
Some give lectures
Others say its white bright
And I made my momma cry
So much that I can't even
Think about about it
Cuz' it really hurts
And my father's gone
And her tears really can't lie
And I don't know why
Sometimes I miss my old life
Well things were so much better
But some things that I can't hide
But no matter what
Gotta get in the right mind
Gotta get to grind
You're who you define
Get up and rise (f*ck)
Get up and rise
I just wanna feel alive
I don't wanna die
I just live the dark life
I don't wanna suicide
I don't wanna cry
Voices in my head
They never lie
I just wanna feel alive
F*ck the old life
I just wanna feel alive
I don't wanna die
I just live the dark life
I don't wanna suicide
I don't wanna cry
Voices in my head
They never lie
I just wanna feel alive
F*ck the old life
F*ck the old life
I miss the old times
My bars are like a gold mine
When I was young
They all told me
I got a bold mind
Those were the cold times
I miss the old times
I just wanna feel alive
I don't wanna die
I just live the dark life
I don't wanna suicide
I don't wanna cry
Voices in my head
They never lie
I just wanna feel alive
F*ck the old life
I just wanna feel alive
I don't wanna die
I just live the dark life
I don't wanna suicide
I don't wanna cry
Voices in my head
They never