Life ain't never been too easy for me
I'm praying I could see better days cause I ain't doing this for free
They ask me why I name it purpose
The devil steady busy working
Telling me I'm not worth it
Like what's the opposite of worthless
That's me
Left my confidence back there on the table
Put me up to any challenge, know that able
I could pray for every one of them, but I can't forgive em'
This my life of sin but I'm finally finding my wisdom
Realizing I ain't innocent myself
Responsibilities piling on me, strap it under my belt
Feet don't even burn me anymore, already walked through hell
Being me was the best decision I done made for myself
The devil saying that I'm worthless
Got support from my churches
Even though I haven't been there in too long I can't give up worship
Yashi told me keep praying even if I don't make it to the service
They don't even know my name but they finna know when I drop purpose
I been strong for way too long
God, please let me right my wrongs
Guns toted with some bodies dropping I got PTSD where I come from
I told my Brody keep his dominant on the trigger
I'm from New York City they put jealousy over winner
Think I'm getting better instead I'm getting bitter
Had to start it off with the man inside my mirror
Been bruised I been tryna find my way just to heal em'
When I do it, I be getting painted up like a villain
This the introduction of a black heart artist
Started using my heart less because I can't be heartless
My past keep on coming back cause I'm on a path where I can't fall in
Y'all were never proud of me, only was surprised by how far I came since I started