ONE More Song (feat. Xposyur) Video (MV)

Anxiety been killing me
I've like being a treat
They see me as a main feast
But I perform to em
Giving em a bit of what I like
The rest Will conform to em
When they hear we wrestle it's foreign
But to us this talent is a thorn as
Depression is to norm
Pressure we endure of course
We're called talented when we put our real feelings in a chorus
You break us down to 8 bars 2 16's
And we beg for you to not switch things
Cause every wave is an ocean
A learning curve that for some never quite cut it
It's downhill from this point better start cutting
We crave response
Like a speaker to microphone
Generate a spark then it's lights on
We hold breathe while the buzz strong
But as soon as you move on another battle we lose so I...

I write like this so you would love me
Sing like that so you would hear me
Beat hit hard so you can feel me
Cause without y'all life would kill me
So here's one more song
Heres one more song
One More song
One More...

I died when there was no applause
Questioned myself if I should be doing this at all!
Your applause was like my crown and when I didn't get a response its like
I had the urge to put the pen down
You are sitting here listening intently, thirsty immensely to hear my insecurity!
I am up here feeling lower than the stage I stand on!
Please remind me whats purpose without people again, because last night
I attempted suicide friends!
But that you'll never see!
Because pride is my biggest issue when people are proud of me.
I am broken still ministering
Jonathan McReynold's limp, but if you could see what I fight daily
Your eyes couldn't handle the glimpse!
The mental war is literally HELL on and off stage!
I'm trying to close this chapter but I see you love turning the page
So write on they say with passion and support in their voice
Then I realize this pen is my escape its my only choice
The voice I realized inside after being silenced
The ink is my anger inside when I dont resolve to violence
If poetry was my chest board and I am your pawn
When I spit this fire my question is how will you respond?
Cus' if you dont then like the Titanic: down, down, down I go!

So here's one more song
Heres One more song
ONe more song
One More

I need you to look at me
And tell what is wrong
All that i need is your response
Or down down down I go
I need you to look at me
And tell what is wrong
All that i need is your response
Or down down down I go