Damion the Menace - Hide My Fears Lyrics

It's Damion the motherf*cking Menace (Damion)
I really don't like talking before my songs ( Damion)
But I need you mother f*ckers to really listen to this
We shouldn't have to hide our fears
I'm tired of that stigma...man up...gotta do it... and that's when men Are killing themselves everywhere and these are just facts so lets And this stigma. There ain't reason to hide yours fears
Open up, F*ck what everybody else thinks

Holding my breath, while I hang my head
Prescription pills got me feeling dead
But I'm spilling these raps until I collapse
Lyrically I fall into a relapse
So I Rip through 6 packs of six-packs
That's 36, so I start to feel intact
Sadness still fills the void within
But I'm crying I just want it to end
Inner demons that keep preaching sin
Locked Emotions kept within
I'm all alone... A has been
In the corner playing violin
I stack bars on bars like junk yards with cars
Read my memoirs, I'm from mars
So pay attention like this was a f*cking seminar

No one around, nothing to fear
Nothing but sound, with nothing to hear
This a battleground, lend me your ear
Tell me your thoughts before they disappear
Demons and all, inside your head
Nothing to small, let's talk instead
Put down the knife, embrace life
But tell me how the f*ck does that suffice

Why must I hide my tears
Why can't I face my fears
Why must hide my tears
Why can't I face my fears
Why must I hide my tears
Why can't I face my fears
Why must hide my tears
Why can't I...

Holding myself to a higher standard
One of which does not exist
If I was slandered
I'd be pissed, like being under R.Kelly
You's a Peon
Smoking green like Neon
Heart goes on like Celine
Never wearing a heart, on my sleeve
Rather having you begging on your knees
Mentally I'm a pitbull, your a maltese
Got my rap up, Call me burmese
Sick as f*ck like
Venereal disease
Only mentally
Since i'm f*cked in the noggin
Systematically a couple screws loose
Traumatically I'm telling the truth
Ripping open scars when I'm in the booth
Hitting home-runs out the park like my name was Babe Ruth

No one around, nothing to fear
Nothing but sound with nothing to hear
It's a battleground so lend me you ear
Tell me your thoughts before they disappear
Demons and all, inside your head
Nothing to small, let's talk instead
Put down the knife, embrace life
But tell me how the f*ck does that suffice

Why must I hide my tears
Why must I show no fear
Why must I hide my tears
Why must I show no fear
Why must I hide my tears
Why must I show no fear
Why must I,Why must I...
Why, must I...
Keep on living when I'm living to die
Anxiety and fear of my last goodbye
None of us will make it alive
Will I be satisfied with suicide
Does the idea have me hypnotized
Enticed with the moonlight
In paradise. Its looks good from these pair of eyes
But I've always been told its
Ill-wise, to terrorize
So there's no Compromise
But I apologize
For ever hiding I feel
From here on out I'm f*cking real
Like the matrix
Choose the red or the blue pill
I'm Damion and
I'm f*cking Ill

No one around, nothing to fear
Nothing but sound with nothing to hear
It's a battleground so lend me you ear
Tell me your thoughts before they disappear
Demons and all, inside your head
Nothing to small, let's talk instead
Put down the knife, embrace life
But tell me how the f*ck does that suffice
( It don't )
Why must I hide my tears
Why can't I show no fear
Why must I hide my tears
Why can't I show no fear
Why can I hide my tears
Why do I show some fear
Why must I? Why must I
Why? Why
Why must I hide my tears
Yo, nobody understands the pain
I'm just sitting here just trying to be real
Take this moment to understand you ain't alone
Yeah, goes out to anybody
Your not alone