Damned Bones - Dark // Light Lyrics

Trying to break through with the best intentions
Where's the f*cking answer to my personal questions
Though heartbreak rearranged my brain
My ego died, morals divided
Pain inside that changes lives
Gotta pick a side, pick a side
See my darkness
Feel my light
See pain harvested inside
What a shame I'm not the same
For better or for worse this is the new me
I'm not ashamed to admit this phase
Taking different paths, trying to expedite change
I've faked my face and I've been astray
Never been this way, never been this way
I thought by now I'd be doing okay
But I keep trying to find myself in the wrong place
All I see inside me is a shell of what I was
Ran with what I had, became a walking corpse
And to kill off this disease
To be the ghost I want to be
To break the chasm of my my mind
I go full circle, it makes sense why
Stay in lane
Retrain my brain
Retain the way
I went insane
What a shame I'm not the same
For better or for worse this is the new me
I'm not ashamed to admit this phase
Taking different paths, trying to expedite change
I've faked my face and I've been astray
Never been this way, never been this way
I thought by now I'd be doing okay
But I keep trying to find myself in the wrong place
Maybe my time is up
Ask if give a f*ck
And with this f*cking luck
Maybe I'll die enough
Maybe my time is up
Ask if give a f*ck
And with this f*cking luck
Maybe I'll die enough
Let me take the cyanide
Let it blow my f*cking mind
What a shame I'm not the same
For better or for worse this is the new me
I'm not ashamed to admit this phase
Taking different paths, trying to expedite change
I've faked my face and I've been astray
Never been this way, never been this way
I thought by now I'd be doing okay
But I keep trying to find myself in the wrong place